Addict

Yep. Just got told today that I'm addicted to drugs. I guess because I kept taking anti inflammatory pills because of my teeth hurting... but really... I don't see myself as an addict... or is it that I don't WANT to see it that way? I'm not sure anymore. I guess it's one of those things where I've gotten so used to taking certain things every day I've gotten used to it. My question is: how do you go from hating all medicines to taking a pharmacy worth?! I still hate taking medicine; in fact, I wish I didn't need it! That is what lead me to create "find a cure, not just pills." I'm sick and tired of feeling like doctors see me as nothing but a pin cushion and guineapig for these different medications... idk what exactly this post is supposed to be about... just that I want nothing more than to be able to live life without all the extra crap.